Culture Shock, Vol. 3 Sept 2002  |  Poetry



 
Author/ Sae
Sae was born in 1982, lives in Austria and currently spends a lot of her time at university, studying English and German. She enjoys both writing and drawing and can never quite decide which one she actually prefers; luckily, no one has forced her to pick one over the other yet. As for random trivia, she likes her coffee with milk and her chocolate with cheese. For more, see her profile or visit her at
http://sae.sivan.nu.


Illustration by
Jacquie Childers

Jacquie was born in 1977 during a blizzard in Ohio. She has always been interested in all things art related and had dreams of venturing to Europe to study and become a professional artist. However, her mother passed away in 1992 during her freshman year, and she put her art aside for what she thought would be a short-term hiatus. It lasted eight years.

After high school, Jacquie dabbled in college for a year and attended Northwest Missouri State University. Later, she dropped out to pursue another interest. His name was Jay. They ‘d met on the Internet, and within a year, she’d packed her bags and moved to New Jersey to be with him. They have been together ever since.

Jacquie is currently pursuing a career as a freelance artist/designer and has recently been hired as an Independent Art Director for NIYA, a new non-profit organization, which will be gracing the web soon. At this time in her life she is traveling down a road of peace, self discovery, and good times. You can visit her at
http://jacquie.org.

 


As I walked by the lakeside late one winter's night
alone along the moonlit shore, I took my time.
I looked across the landscape, overcast with light,
and, on the water's surface, saw a flock of swans.
In nights like these, nothing is better than to walk;
I wondered at the beauty of the swans, their feathers white as snow.

I was expecting it would start again to snow.
It had been cold for days now and this night
seemed colder still; it was a chilly walk.
I wondered as I strolled along the shore about the time
the lake would freeze; I wondered if the swans
would flee then to the south, into the warmth, the light.

As I walked on I saw, afar, a light.
I walked towards it, my boots crushing the snow.
Behind me was the flock of swans;
they slowly disappeared into the night.
I didn't turn to watch them, for I knew there was no time;
destroyed was the illusion of a calm night's walk.

A man came towards me, but he did not walk -
he ran, and in his hand he held the light.
"It's time you came," he called, "Good Lord, it's time."
And then, all of a sudden, it began to snow.
I found it hard to make his features out at night,
but surely he was scared. Far in the distance cried the swans.

I thought of feathers as I followed, and of swans:
of how delightful they would often make a lonesome walk
and of how snow-like their pale plumage glowed at night
whenever it was shone on by the full moon's harsh white light.
We ran now, and we stirred up snow;
there was no other way to act, for we were running out of time.

When we arrived, the man asked if there still was time;
I didn't know. I wished then that I still were with the swans.
The house was quiet, and the falling snow
silenced all sounds. "Go for a walk,"
I told them all but one, whom I commanded to make light.
The patient, when I turned to her, was cold already, like the night.

I stepped out in the snow, continuing my walk;
the swans were waiting for me, but there was no light.
I glimpsed into the shards of time as I walked on that winter's night.

Copyright © 2002 Sae
http://sae.sivan.nu


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